Pessimistic

Today is a mark in my self discovery, that I'm not sure of who I am much anymore. I don't think that the last few years have truly been wasted, but it's hard to pretend like I was positive this was the direction I wanted to take. I've lost all my artistic roots and it shows. The artist without inspiration, without drive to create, is no artist at all. It that's a quote, let me know. Today was a bad day, and I imagine tomorrow will be the same.